Happy New Year All

So the new year is coming in a few hours and so I wanted to write this out. A little more to keep myself stable than anything. So this is quickly typed to everyone:

Everyone have a good New Year, I know that 2009 was not the greatest but it definitely wasn't the worst. I send my love out to every person, every creature, every plant, planet, building, and ocean even if you don't love me back. I send my love to my enemies, to my friends, to the people I have yet to meet or will never meet. But whatever you do, don't stop loving. Life has been cruel to me in many ways, but it has also blessed me too. Today didn't feel like New Years to me, I felted scorned, and once again denied to live like everyone else my age. But in the end I'll have to get over it. I need to start fresh and anew to have a positive year. So HAPPY New Years ALL and may 2010 be the Good Year...

~!!!!!!!****HAPPY NEW YEARS****!!!!!!!~

The Musical Liberation Sensation Part 1: "Younglife" - Anberlin

So this Is the 2nd segment I am introducing to my blog. Seeing as music is a huge part of my life I will do this often. Basically a song takes over my life some how and I analyze its influence by breaking it down. Makes for good fun :] So here we go:

If it isn't obvous by now, I am a huge Anberlin fan. They are my number 1 of all time favorite band as David Sylvian is my number one of all time favorite singer. Anyway, I didn't intend for my first music segment to be a anberlin song but currently "Younglife" has been on my mind and and thoughts. How does it relate to me at the moment? [Please Click the link to read on :D]

Happy Christmas Eve :]

So this isn't a legit post just a little message to everyone :] Unfortunately down here and Florida, Christmas spirit lacks...major :/ So for all of you up North with your blizzards [Believe me when I say i actually miss blizzards, I miss snow in general] Have a great holiday. To those who don't celebrate it, have a happy holiday. To those who like Canada, have a happy holiday. To those all over the world, have a nice december XD I know its summer in Brazil :P And though I normally would od a huge chrismachaunza etc this year I decided to just say:

Seasons Greetings

Early Morning Thinkings Part 1

College has made me into an insomniac, or more like 100% nocturnal... sad but true! So post like this will occur often, tangent ramblings at 1am or often 3am in the morning. So what's on my mind as of now? I just watched Doctor Who, [I am a huge fan yes indeed] and seeing this drastic, manic, change coming upon The Doctor I couldn't help but think of humanities obsession with wanting to change the inevitable:

"Have you ever had those times when in your mind you've come up with this delicate but simple [well at least to you its simple] outline of how a specific event in your life is going to happen for it only to completely backfire in your face?"

Well I know it all too well. I'm not some master manipulator, I just have a horrid tendency of anticipating things way to quickly, or sometimes just jump the gun on situations. Though I'm not planning to get into much detail this time around, I'm just going to toss an idea out there. Destiny, are some people destined to be spited with all they do? Are some people born the tragic hero or tragic zero? Or as some theories suggest, do some just constantly call negativity upon themselves? Do they sabotage and spite their self? I've come to reject the concept that the good guy wins in the end, I've seen far too many examples disproving it. So when an outcome goes as planned, good or bad, against all odds, is it a matter of destiny or is it ones own will and determination?

That being said, am I doing something wrong? Lately I've been trying to call upon mass postivity. For awhile it worked, things seemed to be going quite well. But then, when it seemed like life was going too well, everything that could be physically wrong did during anything I expected to work out well. I know that life isn't a silk smooth road, however the extreme of everything were surreal. Luckily in some situations they worked out, in a different but pleasant way but then it just continued. Everything that went well, was just doubled over by something extremely horrid. Some philosophies state that if one even slips up in their thoughts [like if their train of positive thought gets interrupted even by one tiny negative one] then that one tiny thought will negate all progress and any further progress. I find this interesting... however, it contradicts my process in which my negative thoughts didn't begin until the constant onslaught of negativity ensued. Could it be that there might be some third party influence? :-'

Well I'll end it there! I'll touch upon this subject some other time, but for now I'm left a confused student, biding her time with philosophical questions. Till next time...

再見 (zai jian) Just Gaby

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The Official Introduction of Organic Junction

Sooo I'm starting a blog :] Since this is my first entry I didn't think to start it off with a highly opinionated commentary on subject. Instead I thought it only right to start of with a greeting! Oh but there are sooo many ways for one to introduce themself, so I create a list of alternative greetings, you pick the one you like best:

A) Hi I'm JustGaby, you dont know me now but you'll get me later. LET'S BE BEST FRIENDS

B) Well hello there............................................................AWKWARD.......................

C) Hello, I'm JustGaby and I will inevitably be the ruler of the multiverse, That being said, it would be good for you to get on my good side now, I have an unforgiving wrath which I do not hesitate to impose upon others. In other words, be nice :]

D) Hi I'm JustGaby, I'm easy enough to get along with all you gotta do is be yourself and come as you are

There were a few more but I think these options should suffice :] Either way I'd pick D... or C There's no rush :]

Don't hesitate to comment, I wont bite you promise :]